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My Awakening

As far back as I can remember I have had a burning desire to know ‘but why’ this is so.  Being a Scorpio has accentuated this intentness.  It was on the death of our son in 1986 that I had a major shift in my consciousness,  I was fifty seven years of age, in very poor health, with bleeding bowels, hiatus hernia, constipation, heavy smoker, a very bad back, prostrate problems, plus problems with our marriage.  After a lot of soul searching, I found the answer was within my own self, it was like being born again.

I had tried over many years to give up smoking without any success, it was at this point that I realized it was not the smoking that was the problem, in fact smoking had nothing to do with the problem at all, it was only the symptom (effect) of what I was telling myself that I felt or needed a smoke.  So I just stopped telling mysef that I needed a smoke, within one week I was unable to smoke.

So I applied this principal to my ailments, I had a belief that heavy lifting caused my back problems, when in actual fact it was my belief that this was so, by not giving any thought and particularly not verbalizing the thought, I no longer have a problem with my back, the same as when I stopped giving thought and verbalizing the thought that I needed glasses to read with, now at the age of eighty I no longer need glasses to read with.

So over the years I have practiced giving no thought to anything out there, where nothing matters, realizing that what I was seeing was a clear reflection of my own consciousness.  Knowing that every thing that is, is of every thing that is. where everything starts with self, and finishes with ones own self. there being no two things in the universe.  Having eliminated all my symptoms in the body without doctors, diet, exercise or pills, I now enjoy excellent health. The most amazing thing of all is my clarity of mind, and the ammount of energy that I have.

My most recent shift in consciousness has been the awakening to the dream, realizing there is no such thing as ego, forgiveness, perceptions and such, for they all belong to the dream.  with this realization, I now see the material world as a clear reflection of my consciousness.  I now see the difference between perception and reflection.  True perception is to see the outer world as a reflection of my consciousness.  I now know and understand when Jesus said, ‘Even the least of you can do as I have done, and much more,’

So now when I look out into the material world and see any trauma, I know it is my own karma that is being reflected back to me that  I have experienced in the past and have never let go, and is still part of my consciousness, this karma will always be fear based.  With no ego to contend with there can only be two issues that I need to deal with, fear and love.  For me to change the world or the behavior of any person out there I only have to change the reflection of what I see from within my own consciousness giving no thought or attention  or verbalizing what appears out there.

What has helped me enormously was the discovery of the Walter Russell philosophy in 1995, I am not a christian, but got a lot from the Sermon On The Mount, and the Beatitudes, by applying these two together, I found the home study course (HSC) of Universal Law And Natural Science to be infallible in every way. All the Russell books are now my bibles.  Looking back in hindsight to my life I now know all the traumas and suffering were my greatest blessings, where in actual fact there is no good or bad in all creation, it’s only the belief there is.


  1. linda macmillan says:

    been a joel goldsmith ‘fan’for many years you have found the space within ‘where it’s at ‘will be looking for your book many thanks for sharing your experience,
    love linda x

  2. Leone Minard says:

    You are a very blessed man. And we are
    blessed as you share your awakening.

    You are a true representation of the
    wisdom that Jesus imparted.You are a doer of the Word.

    “If you know these things, happy are ye if you do them.” And you do. Great
    is your reward.

    With love and gratitude.


  3. Stu says:

    I have just listened to an interview you did late last year and have read some of your material on your website.. I think what you have achieved over the later years is incredible. As a New Zealander I have a strong affinity to Australians.

    Can you please clarify something form me.. The HSC you mention that was invaluable to you was it the ‘Course in Cosmic consciousness’ by Walter and Lao Russell or was it something different…
    If I was to buy one course what would be your recommendation.

    With huge respect… Stu Macann

  4. amarinder says:

    hello friend ,
    we share a common “egroup” .your emails ae great. i hopr u will make books available as ebooks so that we could buy it instantly and can read them instantly.
    regards and love

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